| Yesterday= worst day ever......:(
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| I'll probably get rid of this thing....no one wants to read about
how i feel or what i did this weekend or anything. If they wanted to
know they'd just ask.
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| On May 1 was the anniversary of when i first met the love of my
life. I remember that night as if it were yesterday. I arrived at
around 11:46 pm, after telling my parents i was going to spend the
night at ricardo's (which i did). I sat in my car and waited, calling
her every 5 minutes or so. She answered every once in a while and told
me that she couldn't get out of her house. This happened to us before,
and I wasn't going till she came out and saw me. 2 hours went by, and
the roses in the passenger seat were starting to die. Little did she
know, that i would make her pay for this one night by always making her
wait when i went to pick her up (hahaha! lol j/k). Suddenly, from my
rear-view mirror i can see her driveway light up. I see a short little
figure wearing a giant sweater heading towards me, but then stops and
sits on the curb. I was leaning on the back of my car, and when i saw
her i suddenly felt really nervous and almost fell lol. I took her a
rose that i had bought from Albertsons' (lol...) and handed it to her,
but she threw it aside. She was covering her face, but her beautiful
scent wafted towards me, guiding me closer. I sat next to her and
attempted to give her a friendly hug, but she threw my hands aside. For
some reason i wasn't insulted, even though i felt like i had known her
forever and felt perfectly comfortable hugging her. We talked for a
while, and i finally got her to stand up and come with me to my car. We
leaned on the rear and talked about God knows what (i was too nervous
to remember). I probably sounded really stupid. I asked her who she
liked, and she said, "Aldo...." Hearing that from her made my heart
explode from joy, and almost caused me to die from ecstasy. Moments
after my brief heart attack, i see her dad come out with no shirt on. I
expected some bruce lee looking asian army guy, but nope, just a
regular old filipino father. He said something weird and went back
inside. I asked her if i should leave but she said that it would be
alright. Then 5 minutes later comes her mom. She was super-pissed, and
asked me who i was. She immediately responded, only making her mom's
suspicions worse, "He's not my boyfriend, we weren't doing anything!!!"
I was like, "oh crap." Her mom led her back to the house without saying
good-bye or anything. I stayed a bit hoping for her to turn around to
at least look at me, but she didn't do that. 10 minutes later i left,
really scared for what her parents might do to her. I went back to
ricardo's and called her, where we had a long conversation till 5 in
the morning, where we basically said what we couldn't say in person.
Ever since then she's been the biggest part of my life. I loved her
even before i met her (savage garden is gay). That is how i met toni
rose mercado. 6.17.04
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| I love Toni more than anything in the world.......
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